Just being spiritual

Being on Netflix makes me a dreamer. It makes you drop everything else and build your life around it. 

Well at some point, it stops. And when it does, I do other things that brings me back to ground. 

I love being spiritual and reflecting on inspiring verses of the al-quran. Last night I was listening to Surah Maryam. Not only did the recitation itself melt my heart but the meaning of it too. I could not stop myself from reading it over and over again. It made me even more and more remorseful of my past mistakes and closer to the Almighty. I must admit, my past was not bright at all. It was a cloudy, grey sky filled with thunderous bold outlines that were simply ugly. Over the years of reformation, I began to realize that all that ugly truth, was a way that was meant to be drawn by Allah swt and put upon to me so that I will contine to repent then and now. 

Recently I saw a clip on The Day Of Judgement ( Qiyammah). No words could describe how afraid I was because I know every word said by the preacher was true and that the day is real and going to be real. This world that we live in is just a faux. It's rented and soon will all be taken away by Him. We shoud not believe and be enticed fully on things on earth. Everything counts. From head to toe. From what we wear, what we do, we talk and of course who we worship. It's these kind of things that constantly keep me on my toes and be afraid of Him. 

My take for all of this. Insyaallah

[9:40] If you help him not, then know that Allah helped him even when the disbelievers drove him forth while he was one of the two when they were both in the cave, when he said to his companion, ‘Grieve not, for Allah is with us.’ Then Allah sent down His peace on him, and strengthened him with hosts which you did not see, and humbled the word of those who disbelieved, and it is the word of Allah alone which is supreme. And Allah is Mighty, Wise. [9:40]