Making ends meet

With every hardship comes ease.

Life feels so tight nowadays. Alot has happened over the months and it made me feel so much closer to Allah s.w.t. 

He has showed me so much about the people around me. 

One thing I've learned thus far, is to never judge. Sometimes, I admit, I am a little too quick to judge, and say the wrong things at the wrong time or maybe might have hurt someone else's feelings by doing it. 

But, after all that, what is imperative is that we realize that behind all those crap, is the lesson gained.

I am not a straight A student neither am I an angel, I am just a mere human who make mistakes all the time. Mistakes are bound to happen to anyone, and yes, I have made tons. Allah s.w.t is fair and brilliant enough to show me my paths to making and mending my mistakes. He also showed me the meaning of love, life and friendships through many significant events. Every moment counts for a valuable lesson. And through disappointments and hardships is where we learn that sometimes things do not always go as we planned. 

My years of frienship with various people has evolved over the years, but there will always be a group of them who will be with me through my struggles, my strengths and my weaknesses. For every friend I made, there will surely be a reason why. I have lost old friends and gained new ones. 

When you surround yourself with the people who love you, life would be easy some might say. But I believe in surrounding yourselves with people who believe in you, have your best interests at heart and accepts you for who you are. 

What is most relevant is your own self. Believing in yourself and  Allah s.w.t is prudent. And with that, insyaallah positivity will eventually come. 

So to whomever I may have hurt, misjudged or mishandled constantly, I apologize. I apologize that if my way of speaking or thinking may or may not come to you as an insult or insentivity. I am just a learning soldier, correct me if I'm wrong and make du'a for me if I've made a sin for I am merely human.